How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
It's a bummer, because I'm really this:
Only in sunshine, though. ;p
I think I'm pensive at the moment because my laptop screen sucks + no wireless, so I have no recourse to Internet time-squanderings. Then I also have no camera right now (it's in Hsinchu) and no friends (can't contact them yet without phone) so I can only go outdoors all the time or else stay home and make awkward small talk with my uncle, who is home all the time (he retired). Soon, this will all change... I can't help missing Chiner and my classmates and our ubiquitous cell phones, though... that was so fun. I would totally love to study abroad somewhere for a year. Sans the academia part. ;p Really, I guess I just want to play.
I walked 7 miles today. For fun. I went to Taipei 101, and then got lost somewhere northeast of that, then wandered back via 國父紀念館. After watching the changing of the guard and passing some old men playing Chinese chess under the pagoda roof and indulging in some intense nostalgia (my grandfather used to live right there and I visited him every time I had a violin lesson in Taipei), I hopped on the MRT and came back to the NTU area for WiFi. Now I'm done with BV and heading home on the bus. I wish it didn't get dark so early or rain so consistently every afternoon. I enjoyed the breezy morning sunshine, though. ^_^
On a positive note, I have done a lot of Bible-reading, and that can't be a bad thing.
On a positive note, I have done a lot of Bible-reading, and that can't be a bad thing.
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